Monday, December 29, 2008

Ma Penang Trip


(From left-Joanne, Rathi, Parames and myself)















( Me & Parames )

Finally, as promised, a short note on my Penang trip.Don't have all the picture though! Will try to get them as soon as possible. So those are the three of them that made my day-Jo,Ratz, and Parames. The awesome part about the whole trip was definitely the ferry ride!My favourite! Just standing there at the deck of the ferry, with the wind blowing against my face, the view of the island at the far end, the sound of the wave hitting against the ferry, and the wonderful sight of jellyfish drifting lazily in the water was just awesome! We had our breakfast in Anandha Bhavan-disappointing nasi lemak but the best bru coffee and oh yeah, our topic of discussion-period;) { Galz, what do ya expect, not really sure how we ended up with such a topic though!}
Next, was all about walking down the Little India street- looking, analyzing and of course shopping! Then, we came to a shop but I couldn't make myself step into the shop- it was the sight of the man sitting there with a weary look clad in a blue checkered sarong. There was something familiar about the sight.I have seen it and gone through it before but the man back then happen to be my dad.No wonder, tears just welled up in my eye and my heart beat faster and I just moved on to the next shop with the pain filling me up.Then, I noticed I can't run away! Anything and everything brings back those bitter memories! Well, moving on, we hopped into the bus and went to Queensbay Mall----FOR LUNCH! Haha, should have looked at us, it was nearly four and our stomach was growling in hunger and we looked pathetic, it is as if we were just ready to swallow anything coming our way, but hey, we dragged ourselves to KFC and the rest is history:) We did not really have much time to look around the mall, so we did a very fast window shopping to catch the next bus and then the ferry back home! Oh by the way, I ended my day with nasi lemak again! So, that is basically how I spend my day with these wonderful and lovely friends of mine. Planning for a next trip there very soon and this time we are gonna stay there. Bu bye, loads of love and hug!

Must Be Spring

It must be spring,
The loud laughter
The sweet smell of flowers
The soft breeze gently lifting my spirits
Telling me you are around
Do you remember the white sand?
We wrote our names on
Washed away with the ocean waves
We smiled
Cause only you and I know
The love crafted in our hearts
Will never die
Unlike the sand
Our feelings are real
They will last for an eternity!

The Last Sun

There she stands
Looking out of the window
The sorrow in her face
The tears in her eyes
No one knows
No one understands
The sun is setting
She looks at every corner
The pictures
Brings back thousands of sweet memories
She once stood at the same corner
With her flame
Now, there she is again
All alone this time
Her trust and faith broken
Here,she is standing in shame
There,the sun goes
Behind the beautiful mountains
She made her mind
The pain was too much to bear
In an instant
It all turned black
Like the sky outside
There she was
Lying this time
Not standing
The pain buried within her
At the same corner once she thought
Life begins
Now,it all ended...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates

Aloha all! Well, the phrase or rather the famous movie title just cross my mind " Khabhi Khushi Khabhi Gham", and to think over it, you will realize how true it is. Yeh zindagi bhi kitna complicated hai! At times the sorrow seeps into the soul, the next excitement and happiness. Quite balanced I would say. But than again the art of controlling the emotions or the after effect of the sorrowness and happiness is the very important essence of life. I remembered a friend who once told me that life is like a box of chocolates, which is absolutely true! Hey, common don't forget that there are dark chocolate, bitter chocolate besides the sweet ones.So, you get it, we are again talking about balance. Okay,I think much have been said about the ying and yang concept already. Hope you don't find the analogy to be too complicated though! Back to me, I spent my three days break chilling with friends. Hmm, more of a couple and me. In short, it was fun and akward at the same time. There are moments when I wish the earth would just swallow me, and than there were times I wish I was an ostrich , hoping to stick my head into the sand. Then, there were moments, I actually appreciated the presence of television in the eating outlets, ahh, what a wonder they are to keep yourself busy while the two of them can have time for themselves. So,yah, that's pretty much about myself. Have you wondered why there are times you could just be yourself when you are around certain people but not completely yourself around some other people. I used to wonder. I just think it is the fact that we are worried how people would perceive us and this controls the way we behave.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Down Memory Lane

~Love's enduring promises~

It felt like it was just yesterday that you hold my hands when I took my first step.
It felt like it was just yesterday that you educated me on the laws of life.
It felt like it was just yesterday that mum and I sang Old Black Joe in our wonderful home.
It felt like it was just yesterday that I found comfort in your ever consolling words.
It felt like it was just yesterday that you wiped away my tears.
It felt like it was just yesterday that you gave me a huge hug and I felt very safe again.
It felt like it was just yesterday that we spoke on world issues.
It felt like it was just yesterday that you told me my mistakes.
It felt like it was just yesterday that I reminded you to smile.
It felt like it was just yesterday that I told you to slow down.
But it has been half a year since you left on Decemnber 1.
And you are still living in my heart, and the love is growing stronger with each passing day!

Friday, November 28, 2008

Simple Plan

"Welcome to my life"-it says it all!

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Ying-Yang

Wishing you a happy and blessed day! Hello, I had to many things in my mind that I wanted to key in, but at this very moment, it has all dissapeared to the very corner of my cerebral cortex.Reason? I had not enough sleep and reason for that would be...? My exams of course , the only thing that would be the cause of my deprivation of sleep.I would not say that I am doing the last minute studies, cause I have done my studies but you know, the extra conscious me and my tiny voice in me that is constantly questioning myself Is it enough?...Can you remember?... What if something else comes out?...Hmmm, sounds like lack of confidence? Sigh, I am working on it.Anyway, I have completed my postings. And the next thing I would cross out from my to-do list would be" going for a trip " and so I did! I am happy for myself! Well , I am not the going out type, actually I am ( sorry , you are confused?I know, just bear with me) but it is just that so many things comes to mind all the time when I plan on going out- and the end result, yup you guessed it right-I don't go anywhere! So, last week I planned the trip and left without much thinking. People do say, there are things in life you should not think much or you will end up no where and it just adds up to the confusion! Very true! I will post a blog on the trip to Penang very soon , with pictures hopefully, not today, my eyes are burning! Other than that, I had quite a challenging week, granted a chance to meet the utmost irresponsible creature on earth! Very inhumane!Then things just get ugly and spoils your day! Anyway, don't want to go on talking about it, got over already, so will drop it, and move on! God has a funny way of testing a person-no argument!Oh yes, I would not say its all that bad, I was also blessed with an oppurtunity to meet a wonderful and understanding person.Hence, I would say it was a balanced week- more like the ying and yang concept. And I have also accepted an invitation from a friend to go out for a drink for my birthday- something that I would not have done if I was still the old me! I am trying to push aside the negative energy and after all I deserve to be happy! Take care!

Monday, November 17, 2008

The Face On The Other Side Of The Mirror

Holla! Barack Obama won, yup I know my shoutings of joy came in much later, but, hey don't blame me, I have been going through 4 weeks without an internet connection. Anyway, that was for my dad! If dad was physically present, I am sure he would have supported our African-American president. So, hooray for the both of us, rite acha! Well, getting back to me ,I am doing my 5 th week of posting with an entirely different group starting from today. The first four weeks was more like a warming up period.Honestly, I congratulate myself for surviving this long , coming to think of all the fear of meeting and being in an entirely different group prior to this. Will present myself an ice cream this weekend=) However, I still suck at remembering names! Trying my best, trust me.As you know, this world is made of all kinds of people-thin,fat,tall,short,baby ,adult,child, the smart ones,( I don't believe in the presence of stupid and dumb people, God gave us all the same brain, and it all strongly depends on the effort- with the effort, comes the knowledge) so I would prefer to say the lazy and the extremely hardworking ones, and then comes the most complex of all- attitude ( notice, I have not written an opposite word to it, cause attitude as such is a very wide subject to touch upon, as it comprises of all sorts of character) .And this is the one essence of human nature that I find pretty amusing. For an example, being smart can be grouped into few catogeries:
- smart weirdos - ones that are smart but with very unaccepting funny behaviours
- smart nice- ones that are smart and down to earth
- smart smart- ones that are smart and super smart in living their lives, something
like smart in finding money by making use of others, only wants the best for themselves, some sort like selfish
- smart smart nice- ones that are the smart and super smart in living their lives, but
they don't misuse others for their hidden intentions
- extra smart- these are the smart but they puzzle you at times when they don't know what
to do when they are put in situations that can be easily solved by an uneducated person ( Again, I don't believe they are uneducated person, cause in our lives, each day offers us something to
learn- education is not acquired via books and schools only!However, I am using the word to prove my point.)
So, you see, each day, we face these people, that are just different than us. It is learning how to deal with these people, that is the real challenge! Like a cob web, too complex!
Hence people say stay true to yourself, be yourself only, and then there is no question of accommodating to other people's attitude! But honestly, in today's world, is it really possible? From the words of Mr.Donovan himself " fake it till you make it". If you don't accommodate then you will be left behind, it is a competitive world after all! Frustrating I know, but do you have a choice.Well , you need to survive as well. But then again, when you treat everyone the way they are, does it not sound like you are having multiple personality disorder?=) Confused?...
Anyway, it is up to you to take charge of your life! You do the decision! Adios, may you be wrapped up with God's love!
p/s= I think I used too much of the word 'smart", that now it seems meaningless to me. *sigh*

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Little Tiny Tot

Its funny to think how kids say amazing things in certain circumstances.When we actually take the time to reflect upon it, you will realize their world is the world of peace having "no worries" and " immortality" as its ingredients and wrapped around with love! As I was growing up , that was exactly how my world was- no worries!But the truth was, I always had others to do the worrying part for me.Nowadays, its more like ,I do the worrying and the advicing. I used to read articles on kids and their wonderful sayings, all the time thinking it was just messages printed on a piece of paper by some grown up adults for our viewing or rather to send us some kind of advice inderectlty to ponder on, not actually said by any of those kids.However,not till I experience it that I realized I was sooo wrong!As dad was on his final journey to God, I remember mum explaining to Thejas ( my nephew), 5 years old, what was happening in between her sobs. He just stood there calmly, and said " Just wave the wand, and amacha (grandpa in my language) will wake up". I know I teared more listening to him. I wish this complicated thing called life was that easy- use the wand and things will be back to normal. Let's face the fact, its not! As we venture into adulthood, things just became even more complicating and confusing, but somehow with time we move on. And at the end of the day, we take it as a wonderful learning experience, and will know how to react if we were to face the same situation in the future. We just become more matured. Its like " been there, done it, and will know how..." kinda thing. Well, this is the reality of life. However, there are days when I wish I was a child again!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

My Guardian Angel

~In loving memory of my dad~
Five months have passed by, and the thoughts, memory and especially the love for you is stronger than before.Weird, you might say if you are physically present here, I would have thought the same if someone were to tell me , but it is the truth.When you were near , I saw you, we spoke, we had woderful days together and all the great stories of childhood that you shared with me , of course, I can never forget how you got your job , blessings from god you would say. But now, when you are physically absent, in this past five months, all I do is I think about you-every second and minute of the day.Nowadays, I will always wonder what would acha would have said if he was here, what would he have done. Now when I am down, I talk to you still, staring at the photograph every time, its different, yes, five months ago I would do a little bit of complaining when I am switched to my depressed mood and you would do all the advicing part along with all the 'still find it amazing' proverb and philosophy of yours, but now I do the talking and you just listen, but I know you are there to help invisibly, my Guardian Angel, that's what Sham says all the time and I know deep down in my heart it is the truth!
Love you always!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Respect

I had a long day. While I was in the dental clinic today, accompanying mum, I saw a sight that made me tear. An old man, about late seventies, clad in a white shirt and black pants with an old looking cloth wrapped around his head, with prominent facial bones and a few long lines running from one end to the other end of his forehead walked into the clinic. He hands in his appointment card in the counter and took a sit on a red cushioned chair. After a while the nurse called him and he only responded and walked over to the counter on the third call. It took him some time to answer their questions, and later was told that he had missed his eight o'clock appointment,(it was 10.45 am at that time) and was told to come back in two weeks time. I felt so angry and sorry for the helpless man. He lived far and had to travel a long distance to get to the hospital, all alone with no one to accompany. I don't understand why can't they reschedule his appointment for the same day at a different time, would it hurt them, common, isn't there any respect for the older citizen? Taking into account his age, and his pitiful condition, why don't this people use their own discretion to help him out? God knows what has he left behind to make it to the hospital today- probably his work which could have earned him some money for the day, why make them travel up and down at that age??? I get very depressed when I see old people being treated as such! Anyway for the man, he nodded in agreement and walked away slowly in disappointment. I wonder if he would come again in two weeks time...

Monday, October 27, 2008

Feel Blessed

Happy Diwali! I just happen to see an interesting scene. There were three birds, with one of them attacking the other one, while the other one coming in the way to stop the fight.Its like this massive argument with lots of noise.My mum claims its a feud over a girlfriend-boyfriend thingy.Maybe! I really thought it was cute.But sigh, I am pretty sad I don't have a camera to record it.However, I am fortunate to be given a chance to see it.Things like this is quite rare.You don't happen to see them all the time.Anyway,I miss my dad so much!Wishing all of you out there a blessed day! Loads of love and hugs. I am going to hunt for food now.I baked chocolate walnut cake yesterday=) Yippee!!! It helps you know, chocolates, my anti-depressant. Think will spend the day with Sylvia!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

A Sweet Vendeta

Have you got girlfriend's that stand in your way all the time? Well, I know I do.Had them since primary school.Once they are out of your life, you feel so much of freedom! I had two types-one, which constantly wants to be the first in everything and requires attention and the other which takes a liking and wants everything you do and also needs attention and yet you would be there for them all the time because you are genuine in your friendship. I prefer the first type of course.Funny, I always thought I will grow up hating people like that but only to realize I am like this today because of the competitive circumstances created by that one person that made me want to learn more in life.Well, the second type is whom I can go on laughing, enjoying but end of the day leaving you with tears of pain and after all those years of friendship, you realize they don' t even know you one bit. They are there with you cause they need to grow, then they leave.SELFISH!The type that buys everything that you like, steals your words and ideas and use them in a conversation with your group of friends, leaving you behind with no words to say, those that enjoys attention and majorly seeks for one and spoils your day!I have been feeling down all the time with this person around me, looking out for her all the time, only to know she is not particularly genuine! Now that this person is not around, I want to be me, don't want to feel robbed of my own self!This is life, sometimes , you are too close to a person, that ,you don't even want to voice out anything to them for the fear of hurting them but then you realize end of the day that for the amount you have been hurt, that person does not deserve your friendship and love, share them with someone who is more honest.Feel like a step in the ladder that have been used by the other person to climb their way to success.You don't need people like this who doesn't respect you!Move on!At least, I am trying! Show them you are better off than them!

Monday, October 20, 2008

Just One Of Those Days...

Bonjour everyone, I am congratulating myself for surviving for six days!Yup,I have proudly gone through 6 days of my gynaecological attachment with a new batch of students.A whole different experience,people and characters, and I have managed to know the names of 9 students so far.Its funny how things are changing for me but I am glad to say I am having loads of faith and trust in Him and trying to be positive as much as I can.By the way,I am hooked to books at the moment!Story books, sorry to disappoint ya peeps, not medical books=)I am half way through my second book (P/S= I LOVE YOU, the first being THE SWEETEST TABOO) I tried restraining myself from starting the second book but could not stand, it is as if the book is screaming on my face-Take me,Read me now! So,I have started and also have shed tears-some memories reminding me of myself! Other than that, I had a boring weekend and I am waiting for this Thursday to go back home to mummy!Yeah! And this week while I was in my usual mode, I was thinking how is it that I can be so boring. Hmm, I mean I have so many ideas and stuffs to share and say but before I can express,I have this negative thought at the back of my head that says " Don't be too nice @ You better think twice before saying,what if it is interpreted wrongly" And trust me, when I am out, I can really go on staring at the television or the floor for an awfully long time.Ironically, there is nothing interesting in the tv set, just another programme in another language that I obviously don't understand with people humiliating themselves and I am not even wearing my freaking glasses and not like there is any interesting painting on the floor either!But, I can still go on looking at them as if those are the greatest wonders in the world that will not exist anymore and are going to extinct the minute I take my eyes off them.ARRGGH!!!I dont understand myself at times( well, I dont blame others if they dont either), I have no idea of what exactly I want! It can be very annoying sometimes. It just doesn't work with tv sets or the floor, just put me with a group of friends in any shop, I can go on catching details of the very minute things anywhere around me that my eyes lay on rather than conversing with them.Fascinating-PERHAPS?
Funny-MAYBE? Nuts-CERTAINLY!.Can't wait to finish medicine studies and move on with something that is hmm, more interesting or shall I say more appealling to me. Would like to do something more impulsive next time!A bientot!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Coffee,Coffee,Coffee,Cat?

Holla, hope all of you had a wonderful day!Just got back from the gym, it is great to workout.Anyway, I read an interesting article the other day regarding coffee 'lunak'. So, I thought I shall share it with you guys.'Lunak' is an animal from the cat family. To prepare the coffee, what they do is, the grown and plucked coffee beans are fed to the 'lunak'.So, these beans passes through the digestive system of the cat and comes out through the feces.Well, you can guest what will be done next, they are removed from the feces and washed, and later it goes into our mouth in the form of Lunak coffee!Yucky or yummy? Hmm, I will leave it to you guys to judge.Alright?
By the way, did I tell you it is the most expensive coffee in the world! Oh ya, there is also enema coffee.Yup, you heard it right! ENEMA! It is inserted posteriorly. Well, I don't quite fancy the idea of coffee in the anal canal!

Monday, October 6, 2008

Lesson from an 8-year old

I was talking to my niece the other day.She is eight. It was two days before her exams, and well she did not seem to be bothered much about the examination. Being the usual me, a stern and caring aunt or shall I say grandmother ( I have got comments that I nag a lot when I give advice, so I have promised myself to safe the advices for the younger ones as they seem to be the more listening type, but not in my case) I told her to study or she will ( i did not say might i said will!) fail in her exams. She said just one thing and I kept quiet, I had no answer, she was right.She asked me how can I be so sure that she will fail when she has not even seen the paper what more answer it! She was absolutely right, it made me think. It was actually my insecurities and less of faith that was reflected upon her in the form of a very sure statement, it is as if I know, she will not pull it through.Come to think about it, we follow the right path the whole time that we do not dare take a risk simply because we do not want to believe, take a chance and go for it!Why? It was truly an wonderful learning experience and something for us all to think about.I am trying to correct it- taking a chance, and stop imagining what will happen next? Learn to risk, or you will not learn anything!Have a blessed day.As for Divya(my niece) she passed her exams, I guess you just need to believe in yourself at times.That's the magic!

Worm-licious?

Have you ever wondered how worms are formed? I am curious. The thing is, get a plastic bag, put in a few potatoes, and keep it away for a few days.Well, monitor if you have time , just look around the plastic bag.After a week, u will see worms inside the bag? HOW is the big question, i mean common, there are no worms outside the bag and after all the intense monitoring , there's definitely no worms crawling from the outer world into the bag? So, how exactly did it get there? Are potatoes formed from worms?Are the worms forming the potatoes?(*sigh* aren't both the questions the same, hmmm, sorry ignore me.coming back to the point...) Which also could mean that we are eating worms each time we get a bite of the hot fat potato fries? Hmmm, which is quite tasty actually.Well, perhaps the worms add to the extra flavour=) The next time you eat potatoes, think about it.
P/S= The worm theory works for all kind of foodstuffs and not entirely restricted to potatoes!

Friday, October 3, 2008

A Tribute To My Dad


~Its been four months and you will always live in our memories~

The man who talks about discipline and punctuality.The man who constantly reminds me that I am a girl-look after your face,do exercise!He who tells that "all your five fingers are not the same" each time a question regarding why do people do this?, why can't they think rationally?why...?,why...?,why...? questions arise. The one who tries his best to make me laugh. The man who tells me what my mum did today-you no ruby ma, she broke something today. The one who accompanies me to the book shop and for shopping,he has got great taste. The one whom I call by name only when I am speaking to mum. Its all so fresh,all of it,everything,its hard to describe, something that many won't understand, an emotion that can't be written, only felt! Its everlasting, for eternity! If I were to be granted a wish, that would be to see him just once, to hug him and let him no how much I love him, something that I couldn't do when I was given a chance, cause I was scared and in denial.I am trying my best, but it hurts when reality hits me! Family and Love-the two element that I was taught,now its shattered, life is mixed with tears, fear as such being the biggest fear-fear of losing,fear of loving,fear of being attached to someone,fear of being hurt and fear of being alone and of course the constant questioning with Lord-why me? I miss the other part of me that now only lives as memories not a reality! For the man who have touched my heart, who have asked me to learn from the world outside, and who has always given me a shoulder to cry on-MY ACHA,MY DAD! All I want to say is that I love you from the bottom of my heart.For some unknown reason,I know you are reading this cause you are my dad and daddy's are always supposed to guide and care and that's exactly what you will do-forever!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Pain,The tear drop

Behind each smile,
Comes the story of pain,
Not known,
Not told,
Laughter they see,
Sorrow they dont,

Clear stream of water,
Shattered with the drop of a stone,
Light was my heart,
Now,burdened with pain,
I could feel the tear drop,
Holding on to my lashes,
There, it dropped...
Just like the stone,
Shattering my dreams,
Its unfair, I screamed,
No one hears,
None stopped,
Friends they call themselves,
But, are they really?
In each of us there is a stage,
The stage of life,
I call it,
We build,
We decide,
Characters we play,
We change the role,
I am the Cinderella,
I am the evil sister,

It is just one of the days,
In many to come,
I am standing,
Alone,
On this stage,
The pain has spread
to the minute pores of this body,
I am still walking,
Lost,alone,
No, not alone!
The pain has taken up too much of me
It will be soon when I fall,
When the pain outweighs me,
Till then,I will walk...

God Perhaps?

Well, I had a rather challenging day. I went to town, did all the shopping and finally decided to take oil, when the car decided to give us (mum and I) a problem. The sound of water escaping from a tiny hole in the hose made my heart beat faster, not exaggerating, but the fact that we only know how to drive and never really know what is under the hood. Basically, I have got nil knowledge on car mechanisms. Fortunate for us that the problem only started when we were in the petrol station, and not half way while driving on the road. Plus, thank the Lord that a guy working there came to our rescue. We were not left alone! Then the usual, car worked and we managed to drive to the workshop to get the hose changed. I was just wondering as I was sitting what would we have done if the car stopped in the middle of the road and there was no one there to help us! It was definitely a blessing in disguise. As people often say, God can't be there, that's why He created mum. Guess God couldn't come Himself, and so He sends the guy! Thought for the day- even how tough a situation may turn out to be, learn the best out of it, well, at least I know I have, have to add into my to-do list- to learn car engine systems! Adios, have a lovely day! Wishing you out there a blessed day with all the happiness God can give!

Living Life

I am sure we all have things that we are grateful for every morning. Things that are worth waking up for, things that will lift our spirit and so do I! One of the very first thing i thank Lord is to be alive every morning-I am gifted with another day to carry out my duties, ambition , dream! These are just a few of the many many things
  • the morning sunlight
  • beautiful trees with amazing shades of green and little white flowers sticking out
  • the smell of freshly cut grass
  • and of course, lovely smell of toasted bread and a cup of coffee
  • bird's chirping
  • pretty smile on mum's face
  • sweet memories of dad
Oh yeah and of course, I am grateful that my oral cavity is still intact, or else how will i talk and eat, both being my favourite activity and first on the list!=) Anyway my point is, we are gifted with so many precious gifts every day, but we don't really notice their existence.All we do is work, work, work! Then one day we just go off! Think about it, we don't enjoy what is right in front of our eyes, take time to realise, look at the sky today, smell the fresh air, smile at least at five people today, and you will feel good! The happiest things in life lies in the simplest act!So, act now! Hug your parents today, tell someone how much you love them or else it might be to late when you wish to do so. I will start the happiness chain- wishing those reading this site a wonderful day and loads of love and hug from me!