Saturday, September 20, 2008

Pain,The tear drop

Behind each smile,
Comes the story of pain,
Not known,
Not told,
Laughter they see,
Sorrow they dont,

Clear stream of water,
Shattered with the drop of a stone,
Light was my heart,
Now,burdened with pain,
I could feel the tear drop,
Holding on to my lashes,
There, it dropped...
Just like the stone,
Shattering my dreams,
Its unfair, I screamed,
No one hears,
None stopped,
Friends they call themselves,
But, are they really?
In each of us there is a stage,
The stage of life,
I call it,
We build,
We decide,
Characters we play,
We change the role,
I am the Cinderella,
I am the evil sister,

It is just one of the days,
In many to come,
I am standing,
Alone,
On this stage,
The pain has spread
to the minute pores of this body,
I am still walking,
Lost,alone,
No, not alone!
The pain has taken up too much of me
It will be soon when I fall,
When the pain outweighs me,
Till then,I will walk...

God Perhaps?

Well, I had a rather challenging day. I went to town, did all the shopping and finally decided to take oil, when the car decided to give us (mum and I) a problem. The sound of water escaping from a tiny hole in the hose made my heart beat faster, not exaggerating, but the fact that we only know how to drive and never really know what is under the hood. Basically, I have got nil knowledge on car mechanisms. Fortunate for us that the problem only started when we were in the petrol station, and not half way while driving on the road. Plus, thank the Lord that a guy working there came to our rescue. We were not left alone! Then the usual, car worked and we managed to drive to the workshop to get the hose changed. I was just wondering as I was sitting what would we have done if the car stopped in the middle of the road and there was no one there to help us! It was definitely a blessing in disguise. As people often say, God can't be there, that's why He created mum. Guess God couldn't come Himself, and so He sends the guy! Thought for the day- even how tough a situation may turn out to be, learn the best out of it, well, at least I know I have, have to add into my to-do list- to learn car engine systems! Adios, have a lovely day! Wishing you out there a blessed day with all the happiness God can give!

Living Life

I am sure we all have things that we are grateful for every morning. Things that are worth waking up for, things that will lift our spirit and so do I! One of the very first thing i thank Lord is to be alive every morning-I am gifted with another day to carry out my duties, ambition , dream! These are just a few of the many many things
  • the morning sunlight
  • beautiful trees with amazing shades of green and little white flowers sticking out
  • the smell of freshly cut grass
  • and of course, lovely smell of toasted bread and a cup of coffee
  • bird's chirping
  • pretty smile on mum's face
  • sweet memories of dad
Oh yeah and of course, I am grateful that my oral cavity is still intact, or else how will i talk and eat, both being my favourite activity and first on the list!=) Anyway my point is, we are gifted with so many precious gifts every day, but we don't really notice their existence.All we do is work, work, work! Then one day we just go off! Think about it, we don't enjoy what is right in front of our eyes, take time to realise, look at the sky today, smell the fresh air, smile at least at five people today, and you will feel good! The happiest things in life lies in the simplest act!So, act now! Hug your parents today, tell someone how much you love them or else it might be to late when you wish to do so. I will start the happiness chain- wishing those reading this site a wonderful day and loads of love and hug from me!