Saturday, January 22, 2011

Is There A Life Manual To Lead Our Lives?

We go through each day with a lot of decision makings. There are some who stand firm with our own decisions and some plain fickle. Now, whichever category you are in, there is always one basic similarity and that is reassurance.Yes, reassurance. No matter how old you are, we always fall back on someone who we know would be there for us all the time to get an approval or an idea of any kind of decision making, no matter how trivial it is. It is really not about the lack of confidence or whatsoever, it is more of self- satisfaction, to have someone to reassure you that you are doing the right thing. Take God for instance. He takes the top place in the hierarchy of trust, there is nothing beyond Him. Hence, when we find ourselves in deep shit and nothing else works, we fall back to him. We comfort ourselves by telling that He will help. It is a form of reassurance ( only difference is that God never talks but carries out the action).

And than there are days, when we get around to do something, and it leaves you wondering, if this is the right thing? What if it does not work? I have at many occasion come to a point that I wonder if I am doing the right thing. Is this path that I am taking, the correct path for me, or what if it is not. Despite a lot of reassurance , there is always one person that constantly keeps questioning and that is- YOURSELF. I guess that is what is meant by challenge. Take it, if it is not your cup of tea, choose the other path. After all, life is an experience. But there are just times when life becomes too complicated and you wonder if God can throw you a manual to guide you through...

Just A Thought


~ I get peace listening to Atif Aslam's voice. It is soothing for the soul and feeds my music hunger.~

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Pre&Post Exams


5 days before the exams...



One day before the exams...

And this after the exams;)

This, the other half of the room (Before the exams)

And this after the exams;)

* And all this to be ruined again in two weeks time before my professional exams=)

Judith McNaught's Love Stories

My favourite writer: Judith McNaught

Favourite books: Everything written by Judith McNaught(just finished Tender Triumph)

What I love most: Her spellbinding love stories, that brings you to another world.The beautiful description of the powerful masculinity of her heroes portrayed so well that it stays in your mind for ages after reading it(sometimes longing for the presence of such a man, no joke, such is the effect of it). And, mostly the happy ending;)

In total: LOVED THEM ALL( both the books & the characters;) *winks*

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I Can't Think Of A Tittle

There is something about falling in love. When it all happens too fast, and than you ask yourself is this what you want?There is a missing puzzle in my life at the moment, a feeling even I can't describe, something missing, a feeling of loosing someone or something if I make this decision.There is something holding me back, but I don't know what it is. Something that stops me in my path from going any further...

Just felt like scribbling something;) Great day all! Good night.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

As Night Falls...(II)

As night falls,
Hesitantly taking each step
She looks around
Her heart thumping,
Working incoherently
With her inner peace
Silence
Is her best friend
But darkness
Weakens her strength
Along with the sounds of crickets
For music
Fear became her companion
The coldness of the air
Sends shivers down her spine
She tightened her grip on her side bag
Her nails dug into the depth of the leather skin
Leaving behind imprints
She quickened her steps
Almost running now
She arrived at her destination
The wooden shed,
Will be her temporary home
She fell asleep along with the fear
Buried within her
But there was no peace
She feels vulnerable and exposed
She is sleeping
Yet awake...

-Ruby2011-

As Night Falls...

As night falls,
Hesitantly taking each step
She looks around
Her heart thumping,
Working incoherently
With her inner peace
Silence
Is her best friend
But darkness
Weakens her strength
Along with sounds of crickets
For music
Fear became her companion
The coldness of the air
Sends shivers down her spine
She tightened her grip on her side bag
Her nails dug into the depth of the leather skin
Leaving behind imprints
She quickened her steps
Almost running now
She arrived at her destination
And reached for the door
Before she could do anything
The door magically unlocks itself
"Welcome home,honey"
She took one more step
A new feeling floods through her
Safety it is
And all the fear she left behind the closed doors...

-Ruby2011-

Saturday, January 1, 2011

1/1/11





WELCOME 2011!

~May all our dreams come true this year.May your life be blessed with happiness and joy. May peace and laughter be your companion. Spread you wings and fly this year. Soar high like an eagle. Sky should be your limit. Dream big.Fall in love.Believe in yourself. And surround yourself in positivity. Trust in Him. God bless you all~

~Rubashini Nair 2011~